Name Calling

One thing that always creeped me out was saying someone’s name during sexual activities. I get especially turned off at the idea of hearing my own name during sex. I just have never liked my name. Though, I also have never had my name called out during sex, partly due to me stating that I thought it might be a turn off. Who knows, maybe I would like it? I am kind of afraid to try.

Because I don’t like the idea of hearing my name during sex, I have never called anyone else’s name out. Now, I don’t know if people really do this normally. I am sure some people get extremely turned on by it, but it could also be just something in the movies. I am not really experienced enough to know.

I know a few years ago I ended up “accidentally” watch my friends have sex on webcam. They tricked me into it really. We were just casually chatting, and the next thing I knew they were having sex, and she was calling him “Daddy.” The camera was placed so that it only showed from the waist up, and she was wearing a shirt. They still give me shit for watching, but hey, they started it, and I was a little curious, and only slightly disappointed that I didn’t really see anything.

Despite all this, there have been several times that while masturbating, I have quietly called out the name of the person I was thinking of. The first time I did this, Will was at work and we were still at work. I felt very weird doing it, but I tried it.

The other time I did this, I ended up calling out (quietly), D’s name. I just said it over and over before and during my orgasm. It may have just been me, but the orgasm seemed slightly more intense than usual, but not much because I had been at it for a while with dying batteries.

I am considering trying to clear my mindset of not being turned off by hearing my name, and maybe not be so creeped out by calling someone else’s name. Is it normal to call out the person’s name you are fucking or thinking about while masturbating?

Review Big Flirt

In May the awesome people at Babeland sent me something to review. Huge apologies for this being so late in posting, but I hope its better late than never. I had just been so busy, not giving me the time to test or review. So, what did they send me, you ask?

Babeland sent me the Big Flirt in red. I had never been curious about butt play until Toby finally went there in August 2009. In May 2010 Babeland offered up the Big Flirt, giving me the chance to experiement alone.

The Big Flirt is silicone, making it fully sterilizable by boiling for 3 minutes or top rack of the dishwasher, no soap. Being a butt toy though, be sure to use lots of lube with it (though keep in mind it is silicone, so only used waterbased, never use silicone lube on silicone toys, as you will have a very sad (and useless) toy.

First thing when I got the Big Flirt, I noticed the size. I have to admit, it was a tad bit bigger than I had thought. Being slightly intimidated, I held off on testing it out for a bit. However, when I finally did build up my courage, I washed it with hot soapy water, applied very generous amounts of lube to the toy and the outside of my anus.

Slowly and carefully, I slipped the plug in, enjoying the different sensation that I had not felt in almost a year. At first the toy stayed in place, with me on my back, ass arching up for toy testing. However, the Big Flirt began to slip out. I believe this is because the small neck above the base was just not quite long enough.

I finally did get into a position, however, that I was able to get out my vibrator and use it as well as hold the Big Flirt in place.

All in all, the Big Flirt is definitely not a beginner butt toy. I would definitely suggest something with a smaller girth, but for an experimenter like me, it was decent (as intimidating as it was at first) it was a good size. The only thing I would change about it would be to make the neck longer.

Again, thank you Babland, so much, for the opportunity to review this toy, and also apologies for not reviewing this sooner.

Crazy

It started with her rolling over and grabbing my waist. She then leans over me, and without  hesitations she buries her face nice my neck. She bites and nibbles all over, She starts scratching her finger nails all over my back and neck. It only lasts about three seconds, and she rolls back over to her side of the bed. I tried to stay very still, hesitant to move, afraid to break the moment. She asked if I was ok. I told her that aside from being very turned on, I was good.

A few minutes later she starts to rub my back. Slowly I relax, but still afraid to move. She has no idea what she is doing to me. The back rub lasts about five seconds, and she asks how that was. I said it was good.

We begin to calm down, or at least she does, whereas I was trying to absorb every bit  of self control I had, afraid to scare her away.

She surprises me by asking if she can fuck me with my strap on. I told her of course, that was why I got it. Carefully and quietly I get out of bed to get my newest toys. I hand her the strap on and dildo. I grab my lube and ask her how it works, whether I should put it on/in me, on the dildo, or both. She said both. When the harness was on, I handed her the lube for her to put on.

Unsure at how squeaky my bed was, I shifted to the middle, and she positioned herself above me. She asked if I was ready, and I told her to put it in. We both guided the silicone cock into my now dripping wet pussy. It’s cold, but it feels so damn good. She gets a good, slow, steady rhythm going. It lasts about ten seconds before we notice the loud squeak of my bed.

“Damn, I really want to fuck you,” she tells me.

“I know. I want you to too, but we can’t wake my mom with the squeak of the bed.” I remind her.

“What about the floor?” she asks.

“We could try. I could put a towel down on the floor and it could work,” I answered, eager for her to fuck me.

“Maybe next time. I am kind of tired. We should sleep now,” She answered.

“Really? You expect me to sleep like this?” I ask.

She says yes, then rolls over and goes to sleep, as I lay there wishing I could get off, yet knowing that would probably freak her out. I just have to wait until the next night, when I am alone.

Slippery When Wet

This weekend I had a guest. We will call her Sarah. Sarah is the one that helped me discover my bicuriousity, as well as helped me experiment. We had not done anything in a while, as every time we made plans something would come up to prevent us from getting together.

This weekend was definitely worth the lack of sleep if you know what I mean. On the night in question, she came over. We went to dinner, then the mall, then made a quick stop at the local sex toy store. That is where I got my plug.

We got back to my place, and we had two hours by ourselves. We took turns taking a shower (solo, just in case someone got home early).When we were done, she instructed me to get on my bed. I did as told, and we began caressing each other’s breasts, squeezing and pinching at nipples. We like it rough.

She then let her hand travel downwards and began to search out my clit. She found it with ease. I gasped, feeling her hand rubbing my wet pussy and clit. I did the same for her. She stuck her finger in my now dripping wet pussy.

“Mmmm, you are soo wet. I like that. Now get out a toy and let me fuck you with it.”

I happily obeyed, grabbing my favorite glass cock. It slid in with ease. She fucked me in two positions, one while I am on my back, another while I am on my hands and knees in the doggy style position.

While she fucked me when I was on my back, legs spread wide apart, I put my bullet to my clit. Within minutes I was cumming.

Update

I have a bunch of half finished posts to write. I have tried to steer toward real life posts, things that have actually happened, but nothing too eventful. Most of the posts I am meaning to finish are some filler posts of erotica.

However, I am hesitant to posts these/finish them. This is mainly because I am afraid of seeming like I am repeating myself, or seeming boring. I am however, considering putting up some things I wrote back in high school, some erotic things. My writing has evolved so much, especially in the language I use.

As a mini update of things to come, I did get some girl/girl action the other night. Pictures will be included.
Toby caught me at work a couple weeks ago and asked me to resend a friend request because he can add me now. I did, and he accepted, though I never see him anymore, so I am pretty much over him.

I got my first anal toy, a small anal plug. I have not used it yet, but when I do, I will let you know how it worked. I also got some other new, more expensive toys. Toys such as the Mia, Gigi, and the Pure wand. So far the Pure wand is my favorite.

Tomorrow I will also have a post telling about my latest encounter with Forbidden Fruit, who seems to be less Forbidden.

Mini Threesome

Wednesday night Anna and Nathan came over at about six. The plan was to watch Wall-e. They brought Wall-e and Don’t Mess with the Zohan. We behaved wonderfully throughout Wall-e. There was no sexual tension whatsoever and we paid attention to the movie instead of each other.

After that first movie we decided we were all hungry, so Nathan drove us to get some dinner. We came back to eat and put the other movie in. Anna gave me one of her fries. I looked Nathan in the eye and ran my tongue around the top, then slowly moved the fry farther into mouth.

The look on Nathan’s face was priceless. Anna got a big smile on her face. “Nathan tells me you have a fabulous tongue.” I told her she would have to find out for herself someday, a day when we wouldn’t have to worry about time limits and my mother being in the other room. She seemed to like that idea, so I elaborated.

I told her how I wanted to start slowly, flicking my tongue on her clit, then write the alphabet, starting with lower case, going to capital case. Next I would spell sexy words, and make her try to guess what I was writing.

In these few minutes of talking dirty, all three of us were incredibly turned on. We looked at Nathan. He had a tormented look on his face. We looked down at his pants so see the bulge of his erection that wasn’t there before. Anna started rubbing it.

I watched as she rubbed him, a big grin on my face. I switched between looking at his face, her face, and Anna’s hand rubbing Nathan’s hard on. I was wet. So wet…I let them know. I also told them how much it sucks that we couldn’t do anything, since my mom was home. That is when Anna took my hand and put it on Nathan’s crotch as well, telling me to rub it. I did.

I about went wild. I told them we should really try to calm down, and they agreed. Yeah, that lasted about thirty seconds, and this time Anna and I started kissing, massaging each other’s tits.

Throughout the rest of the movie, Anna and I switched between playing around with each other and giving Nathan the attention that he so desperately wanted. The room started to get very hot, so I had to open the window to let some air in. We calmed down for about a minute.

After the movie, Anna and I decided to let Nathan cum. He promised he would be fast, as he was so worked up. Nathan let his hard cock free from his pants and Anna and I took turns sucking him and jacking him off. In less than a minute we had him cumming on his chest.

Unfortunately after we all had our little bit of fun, it was eleven at night and they had to get up early the next morning. They went home, with plans of us having a re-do of a threesome, since we really couldn’t do very much this time.

That night I tried to masturbate, but I just couldn’t finish. It really started to piss me off. Then I realized I wanted someone with me, I wanted them to help me. Knowing that that was not possible, I just wasn’t into it anymore, so finally I gave up and put my toys away.

Threesome

It was only nine in the morning when my phone started ringing. It was Anna’s boyfriend, Nathan. He was horny and ready. We had just gone to sleep only five hours ago, as we stayed up until four in the morning talking, holding hands. We were tired and didn’t want to get up, but we did because excitement overcame drowsiness.

He was over in a half hour. We were all very nervous, so we just hung out in my room, talking, not mentioning what we were planning. After about fifteen minutes, we all decided to lie on my bed together, him in the middle. He put his arms around us and we rested our heads on his chest.

Anna and I reached over and started playing with each other’s tits. We all decided to take off our shirts and threw them across the room. We each bent down and started to lick his nipples, me on his left, Anna on his right. I gently bit and he gasped. I asked if it was too much, he said no. Slowly I started to bite him all over his chest, and with each bite he moaned. She began copying me.

She then unbuttoned his jeans and unzipped his zipper. He lifted his ass so we could pull his pants all the way off. We could see the erection through the cotton boxer briefs. We took those off too. Nathan wanted us to take off the rest of our pajamas (we were too lazy to get dressed, as we knew they would be coming off anyways). Soon, all three of us were naked in my room.

We teased him some more, licking and sucking on his nipples, biting all over. I sat up and leaned over him, my hands beginning to massage her tits. She sat up for me, and we both leaned in to kiss. As we kissed each other, we played with each other’s nipples, pinching them, rubbing them. He wanted in on this boob action so he sat up and rubbed his face in between our tits.

We lay back down, wondering what to do next. We were still kind of nervous. Anna and I asked him what he wanted us to do. He wanted us to suck it. We decided that we would slowly lick up each side of his cock together. We did, he moaned in pleasure.

We continued this for a little bit, then asked who should take it all in the mouth first. Anna wanted me to. I did, starting by slowly running my tongue all around the tip, then taking it in, inch by inch. We took turns sucking him. As one of us sucked his cock, the other stimulated his balls.

After a while of taking turns, we moved back up his stomach, over his chest, nipples, and neck with little nibbles. Nathan then slowly started to reach between my legs. He began by rubbing my clit, then sticking his finger inside my dripping wet pussy. I can hear my wetness. I feel another finger slip inside of me, as Nathan thrusts his fingers in and out. I felt a third finger, along with some stretching, but no pain at all. (I talked with them afterwards, and it was in fact three fingers inside me. I think this is awesome, because it mean it probably won’t hurt when I have an actual penis inside, though I don’t plan on testing that out soon).

Nathan switched between two and three fingers, while Anna switched between sucking Nathan’s cock and playing with my tits. Anna then said she wanted to watch him lick my pussy. I was shy at first, since I felt I hadn’t prepared myself properly for that (a shower, a shave). They insisted.

Nathan and I got into the 69 position, with me on top. As I began to suck his cock, I felt his tongue lick my dripping wet pussy. We continued this for a few minutes, until my arms felt like they were going to give out. Nathan, Anna, and I then switched positions. I got on top of Nathan to suck his cock, while Anna got under me to take her turn in licking me pussy. She rubbed her finger on my clit, then switched to tongue.

Finally, we were all close to finishing. Nathan came first, then I, then Anna came third. Our orgasms were not even seconds apart, one person’s orgasm overlapping the other. It was all very hot. I loved watching them cum.

That night I was still incredibly horny. When it was finally time for me to get into bed, I took my favorite glass dildo and bullet. I knew the batteries were nearly dead, but I had a feeling that wouldn’t matter. I was right. Within minutes, I was cumming so hard, squirting so much. It took everything I had to not cry out. One orgasm after another hit me, over and over. All I had to think about was watching their faces as they reached their climaxes, thinking about those two beautiful people orgasming in my bed, and I was having my own multiple orgasms.

We talked the next night, and decided that we definitely want to have another threesome. We talked about what we will do different, what we will keep the same, but I will make you anticipate those details. I will tell you when it happens, we are all super excited.

Experimentation

She was just about to get off of work. I texted her and asked if she wanted to hang out, me maybe see her new place. She said sure, she would meet me in about 20 minutes. She picked me up, we went shopping for groceries for dinner, then stopped by my place so I could get my overnight clothes, since we decided that I wanted to talk more about the other night and I could stay the night.

After we got back in her car, we decided to head to the nearest sex toy shop and look around. I ended up buying a small bullet, and she got a strap on dildo.

So, after our little shopping trip, we went back to her place, she showed me around, and we had dinner. During dinner, we talked about how I felt, her experiences as being bi, and what I wanted to do about everything. I told her I would like to be able to experiment, but I was afraid. She said if I wanted that I could experiment with her, but only if I felt comfortable. I knew I wanted to, but still I was scared.

She showed me her sex toy collection. Man, I never saw so many dildos. Before then I only owned a few select bullets and the vibrator she had gotten me for prom (yes, she was the one that got me that).

After dinner, showing me her toys, and talking, we took turns taking a shower. I jokingly (yet with a hint of seriousness) asked if she wanted to take it together. She said no, but that was ok, because I was still feeling a little bit shy. However, before our showers we had talked about “shaving down there.” I had always been afraid of cutting myself accidentally, but she explained how I could be super careful and demonstrated a few techniques. She told me the benefits of having a hairless pussy, such as more comfortable, a lot cleaner, and less odors occur when shaved.

So, during my shower, with a brand new razor, I shaved. Afterward, she had me apply some scentless lotion to my pussy. That helped a lot, as I have always hated shaving my legs and under arms because of the razor burn that comes after.
After we each had a shower, it was pretty much bedtime. She asked me what I wanted to do. I said I wasn’t sure still, so explained that she first experimented with her bi curiosity by masturbating with her best friend during sleep overs as a kid. To me, that sounded like a great way to start, a nice ice breaker.

I got my batteries into my new toy I had bought that afternoon, and got in bed. I asked if she was gonna use a toy, but she said no, she could masturbate without one. Shyly, I turned it on and put the small bullet on my clit. As we lay next to each other in her king sized bed rubbing our clits, she asked me if she could play with my breasts. I said yes, and the next thing I felt was her reaching over to grab.

She got closer and bent her head down and begin to suck. She bit, squeezed, and sucked, switching back and forth between each breast. Next she asked me if I was wet. I said yes, and she asked to feel for herself. Again, nervously, I said yes. I felt her reach down and slowly move her hand down my crotch.

“Mmmmm, you are wet,” she agreed. By this time, a considerable amount of time had passed by, and my batteries felt like they were on their last bit of power (it was a cheapo with watch batteries). So, giving up on the thing, I moved my hand and reached with the other to turn it off.

As soon as my hand and vibrator were out of the way, I felt her gently press her finger onto my clit. Slowly, she started to rub in circles, getting faster and slightly harder. “Mmmm,” I moaned. “You like that? Do you like the circles, or do you like it when I rub back and forth, up and down?” she asked in a husky voice. Quietly, I replied that I liked the circles. So she kept up with the circles.

“You are even wetter now. You are really turning me on. Do you want me to put a finger in?” she asked. “Yeah, mmm,” I replied, caught up in every new sensation I was feeling. I wanted to roll over onto my side, facing her and suck on her nipples, as she did mine. I wanted to put my hand between her legs, to see what she felt like down there. There was so much I wanted to do, but something in me was holding back.

So, just as promised, I felt her out a finger in, while she continued to rub my clit hard. It felt good, but it also felt like it was getting a little sore. I wanted to cum. God, I wanted to cum. A few times I felt close, but I never got close enough.

“Tell me what you want to do,” she said suddenly, “Are you gonna cum?”

“I want to, but for some reason I can’t.”

“I wish you would too, because I am so close.”

“So what do you want to do, what would you do?” I asked, staring to feel embarrassed at my inability to cum. I really wish I wasn’t so held back.

“Normally I would go down on you at this point. Would you like that?”

“Yeah, but something in me is holding me back. Sorry to kill the mood.”

“It’s ok,” she said back. “I think you are just really confused right now. You need time to think stuff over.”

“Yeah, I am really confused. I really did like what you did to me. There were so many things I wanted to do too, but something in me was holding back,” I said, a little embarrassed.

She assured me that it was ok, and that the night was about me getting the pleasure, to see how I felt. I was glad she was so ok about everything, but still, a year later, I wish I could go back in time and overcome my fear of giving back to her.

If I ever get the chance again to experiment with a girl, I want to do the things I was too chicken to do before. I would touch her breasts, play with them, suck, lick, and even bite them. I would rub her clit and and finger her. Then, I would want to go down on her. Just to see what it felt like. I love the idea of flicking my tongue all over someone’s clit, licking it, sucking it, rolling my tongue all over her dripping wet pussy.

Bi-Curious Pt. 2

We asked them what they wanted. They said they wanted to see us on my bed, me playing with one of my vibrators while she played with my titties. We put the camera on pause while we figured out a way to fool them, but still make them believe what they wanted to.

Finally, we had it so that the camera was facing my bed, and I was “naked” from the waist up. We fixed the blankets to hide my clothed nether regions and grabbed my favorite silver bullet to tease them with. She turned on the cam, took off her shirt, and got on the bed with me.

The guys fell for it. We “turned” the vibrator on and took turns running it over each other’s nipples, then finally I put the toy under the covers and made it look like I was having a good time while she played with my nipples and tits.
The guys fell for it, but they wanted more. They wanted us to get really explicit and have us eat each other out. That’s where we drew the line. We said it was getting late, and turned off the camera, wishing the guys a good night and “maybe next time.”

That night, instead of sleeping on the couch, she slept with me in my bed. Before falling asleep though we talked about what happened. I was a little confused. I knew she was bi, but I never really thought about me as being anything but straight.

She got me thinking. There have always been signs of my curiosity of being with a girl. When I was little I always tried to watch “just the boob scenes” in movies when my parents were gone, since I knew they never showed any movies with a penis, I felt like boobs were the next best thing.

Another time at a friend’s party I had a chance to kiss a girl. I forget how it really came about, but I do remember that I really wanted to kiss her. She was willing to kiss me, but I was just too afraid.

I also remember that growing up, I always had small “crushes” on some girls, mostly girls that had the bigger boobs. There was just something about them that I was really attracted to.

Bi-Curious Pt. 1

In the past year or so I have come to realize that I am bi curious. That is, I have always wondered/been curious about being with someone of the same sex as me. I think I have always known it deep down ever since I was little, but last year something happened to make me admit it to myself.

It was about a year ago, I had a friend over and we were goofing off online. I was messing with a couple of my guy friends that I used to cyber with from time to time. So anyways, we were joking around, saying she was my girlfriend (just to get their reaction). That got them extremely horny. They wanted to see us on camera. My friend and I laughed and joked about it together, then decided we would mess with them some more.

Before turning on the webcam, we both changed into really loose tank tops, just in case. We turned on the cam and asked what they wanted to see. Of course they wanted to see us kiss. We didn’t really kiss, but they didn’t know that. We pretended to kiss on camera, my head blocking the view. I never told my friend, but I kinda did want to see what it was like to kiss a girl.

Next they wanted to see our tits. She had no problem flashing the camera. I on the other hand was very camera shy. It took a little coaxing, but finally I did it. Then they wanted to see us play with each others’ boobs. Shyly I grabbed her tit and started to “feel around.” As I was feeling her up she did the same to me. “Suck on her titties,” they told me. Slowly I got down on my knees and pretended to suck her tit, my head blocking the real view as we did for the kiss.

Then it was her turn. This time she really did grab my breast and start to suck it, right in view of the cam. We took turns feeling each other up, sucking, and playing with nipples, but after a while the guys wanted to see more….

To be continued…..